The Rules are...

shuffle the songs in your iPod --> whatever song starts playing is the answer to the next question. The results are pretty interesting...send me your results. I'd like to know what they were.

My iTunes shuffle game results...

1. If someone says, 'Is this okay' you say?
Me, Myself, and I - Beyonce

2. What would best describe your personality?
Work on Me - Tonex (that's wut I think)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Lose Control - Ciara ft. Fatman Scoop

4. How do you feel today?
Dangerously in Love - Beyonce

5. What is your life's purpose?
Radio - Beyonce (coincidence???)

6. What is yout motto?
I Wish - Dovinci (nice...)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Doo Wop (That Thing) - Lauryn Hill

8. What do you think about very often?
Got Money - Lil Wayne

9. What is 2+2?
Untitled (How Does it Feel) - D'Angelo (I never could focus in school)

10. What do you think of your best friend?
Epiphany - Jill Scott (yep!)

11. What do you think of the person you like?
Slow Drive - Caleb Ishman (it's a love song)

12. What is your life story?
In Love With Another Man - Jazmine Sullivan (LOL...no comment)

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Imagination - Jill Scott

14. What do you think when you see the person you like?
I'm a Flirt - R Kelly (LOL)

15. What do your parents think of you?
The Getaway - Radamez

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Freakum Dress - Beyonce (Haaaa!!!)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
A Tisket, A Tasket - Ella Fitzgerald

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Sometimes - Bilal

19. What is your biggest secret?
Only You - Jill Scott

20. What do you think of your friends?
Hello - Beyonce

21. What's the worst thing that could happen?
Hot n Cold - Katy Perry

22. How will you die?
Back in the Day - Erykah Badu

23. What's the one thing you regret?
Don't Stop the Music - Rihanna

24. What makes you laugh?
Emotional Rollercoaster - Vivian Green

25. What makes you cry?
Respect - Dovinci (it does...a song about how women should respect themselves)

26. Will you ever get married?
Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It) - Beyonce

27. What scares you the most?
Same Girl - R Kelly & Usher

28. Does anyone like you?
Love of Music - Dovinci (sooo....is that a yes or no?)

29. If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Bad Girl - Danity Kane (Haaa!!!)

30. What hurts right now?
The Way - Jill Scott (Wow! so true)

31. What will you post this as?
Smash Into You - Beyonce

Interesting....

The Worst Kiss I've Ever Experienced

It was like he was trying to eat my face. On the school bus, my sophomore year in high school...He leaned in and covered my entire mouth, and parts of my jaws, with his mouth. My eyes popped open, and I looked around for an excuse to stop him. I pushed him off of me, finally, and my face was covered in his saliva. He attempted to lean in for another smooch, apparently, believing that the kiss was good. I rejected him, and haven't been able to rid myself of the memory ever since. It was a little harsh on my part to stop really talking to him and being his friend after the incident, but I didn't know how to face him. I think I helped him out, by not telling everyone that we knew about the horrible encounter.

I saw him last year, at a restaurant. I was dining with a "misteress" of mine, and he was our server. He seemed quite cordial, so I doubt that he did anything to our food. LOL

Yet Another Sleepless Night...

Sitting here, thinking about the fact that I haven't exercised in over a week. Not too upset about it though, since I have the ability to simply get up and exercise, but there's no sense of urgency, because my stomach is still flat.

Financial issues are in the forefront, tonight, but because there's nothing that I can do right now, I'm not stressing over it.

For some reason, I've been watching celebrity news shows. Not like I care, but it's entertaining at four o'clock in the morning.

I had a pointless argument with my boyfriend over the phone, earlier tonight.

When I Can't Sleep...

I usually stay up all night, watching reruns of Fresh Prince, The Cosby Show, all reality shows on MTV, etc. Once the sun starts to rise, children shows flood the television, and I'm left to my own devices for entertainment, until I am able to fall asleep.

I try to occupy my time online, but I can only check my myspace and facebook pages so many times, before it gets old. I've played online games, but that gets tiring after a while. No one is online to chat with on Yahoo Messenger; so I have no choice but to allow my mind to wander off and conjure up whatever it wants.

So far, I have my entire wedding planned out, and I'm not even engaged. I have my house decorated, and I live in an apartment. I've calculated my salary, mortgage, and car note. Needless to say, I have none of these things.

As I type, the sun is rising, and I'm planning to stay up and take care of some things that I've needed to for quite some time now. I wish that I could rest throughout the night, like other people...I am about to start school soon, and I'm going to need to rest at night, so that I can be up during the day for classes. Or I can schedule everything in the evenings and change nothing.

I thought that exercising daily would help me sleep at night, but I was wrong. I may just end up falling asleep as soon as I'm done working out, and be wide awake for the rest of the night...maybe if I workout in the evenings, my sleep schedule will be right on. Of course, I've thought out these same scenarios countless times.

The truth is I've been nocturnal, since I can remember. When I was younger, I couldn't sleep through the night, and sometimes my father would come into my room, and whisper to me to meet him in the living room, so that he wouldn't wake my sister. I'd climb down the ladder of the bunk beds, and tip toe into the living room. Then, my dad and I would go into the kitchen and make peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and watch the late show.

Love Unrequited

If a large facet of love is communication, how is it that some of us fall in love alone? Does it mean that somewhere along the way, we weren’t communicating properly? Or does it mean that one was lead astray by her partner? It is possible that the miscommunication is unintentional. Sometimes, people enter strictly “business” relationships, and one or both parties end up having a change of heart…typical behavior of women, but not obsolete within the male gender. So, is love and sex related? Is it possible that the people who believe that sex without love exists are in denial? At times, blocking out the things that are real and painful help us to cope. Is love and life predicated on what we are willing to believe and reject?

In the case that one falls in love alone, how can she recover after realizing that? It’s make-believe-like to think that one can let the other in on the love she’s grown for him, and expect him to return the favor of uttering those tear evoking words. It is not unrealistic, however, to believe that he feels something; it may not be love, but he may feel closer to her, at least. Men aren’t incapable of feeling an emotion other than anger. Maybe holding onto the hope of being loved back is what prevents a woman from accepting that her love is unrequited and moving on.